I can’t remember the last time I got this emotional over a situation. I mean I can, it was the big friendship blow up with my book group. But those emotions didn’t linger. Sure, I get a little heated when I think about the things that some of them said and did, how some of them acted towards me when I was in the deepest parts of my heartbreak with JR. I just feel so much now. Towards these new people. It’s like “Hey who the fuck are you to come into my life like this and fuck me all the way up?” Who gave them permission??
Oh me. LOL. I literally begged for it.
My emotions are just so strong. All of them, the happiness, the anger, the hurt, the joy, the contentment. It’s all so fucking intense. It’s a lot to handle. I’m glad I’m not the only one. That would suck. I’m very happy to be given the chance to experience all this though. I don’t think I’d change it, not any of it.
Her Charmed Life 
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